Friday, February 22, 2008

Ava's Things















Finally I made a few pictures of some of the things I've gotten for Ava. Well, I took pictures of some of the clothes we now have and her bumper pad so you can see the colors her room will be in. I have got to stay out of the stores for a while! I am drawn to the baby section and keep finding great sales!! We've gotten some cute things for good prices too. But I'll take a break for a while. I've only taken pictures of a few of the things, so there's more but these are some of my faves:


Lots of pink. I tried to throw in some other colors here and there. The blue and white shorts in the picture are so adorable. You can't tell it but they're little bubble shorts!!! I got her another pair that's pink and brown plaid. Just too cute. The brown dress is corduroy. I hope it will fit her in the fall. It's a 12 month size so it might be too small. It's so hard to tell. Jen got me the white sundress with the blocks on it. It is SO soft, sort of like linen but softer. That's one of Brian's favorites. Of course he picked out the "I love daddy" onesie!

I think I will leave the room green. Pottery Barn used to sell the cutest window sheers with little birds on them. It would be perfect for her room. I'll have to get them off ebay since Potterbarn doesn't have them anymore. Her room will just be a mix of greens, pinks, blues and yellows. We have some books already. I've found several that I used to have as a kid. I was excited to find those. And we have some cd's. Jen gave us a great baby carrier. We need to figure out how to use it. It's a very good carrier but it will take some practice! Other than that we don't have much. I guess I need to go register and start getting the crib together. I'm very excited about it all....lots of fun!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

A Transformed Mind


Do you ever feel sort of down, depressed and you don't know why? Sort of like all of a sudden it hits you and you realize that you're feeling weighed down by something? I do this sometimes. It happens subtly and quietly. I was reading a book the other day called, "Tired of Trying to Measure Up", (quite a title!) and he summed this up rather easily and in a way that it made so much sense to me. He said that if we are producing feelings or actions that are not of the Spirit (the fruits of the Spirit are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control Gal.5:22) or we are producing fruits of the flesh (jealousy, envying, anger etc), then we need to stop and consider, "According to what am I walking? What am I focused on right now that has me feeling and thinking this way?" I have kept this in my mind the last few days.

I realize that in a moment like this, if I stop and think, I can pinpoint what it is that has me here in this place. Sometimes it starts with a quick fearful thought that passes by me in the morning, just briefly but hangs over me like a looming storm cloud. I can walk the whole day in reaction to that brief thought. It can affect my whole attitude. Especially if I'm in the habit of thinking in this manner. We have to be so careful. I don't mean we have to get bogged down and analyze every little thought we have. But generally speaking, we need be careful that we're not making sinful thought patterns a habit allowing them to color our daily lives and how we view our Heavenly Father. God does not change according to our circumstances. He is not affected by them. He controls them. If someone could read my thoughts they would not walk away saying, "Now there goes a girl who trust God 100%!" They would say instead, "boy, she really gets thrown by the circumstances that come her way!" I don't want this to be so.

Jennifer's blog yesterday made me think about this. She actually referred to another blog she had read that was written about gratitude. It got me to thinkin' about gratitude in a new way. When we are not grateful, we will not be peaceful. Gratitude breeds peace and that breeds patience with those around us. That in turn will lead to love. But I can be so ungrateful. I find myself like the Israelites, "wailing at the door of my tent" out of discontent, afraid that God means me harm and not good. Often, according to my actions,I believe down deep that I know what's best for me. Of course, I am not thinking this consciously. But it manifests in me through fear. I become afraid of what might happen. I fear that His plan is not good, and this in turn causes me to strive for control. Imagine how this shapes the thoughts I have during my day! SO I go through the day, trying to control certain things, frustrated obviously b/c even with all my efforts to control, I can't. And frustration and anger and fear consume. But all I know, if I'm not stopping and thinking things through, is that I feel panicky and sad and well, as I said, frustrated. And all of a sudden I'll have a moment where I realize how down I am, and say to myself,"why am I having such a bad day?" So this is why it is so important to listen to the quiet voice of the Spirit as He moves us to stop and consider, "What are you focused on here?".

I hope this makes sense. I have just been having these things running through my mind the last couple of days. I just threw it all out there! I just hope that I can be more aware of my thoughts and take them to the cross and to Jesus before I get taken by them.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentine's Day!

About my valentine....

He is always "up" for an adventure...










He loves animals of all kinds...









He makes me laugh...












He has impeccable manners...











He has taken me to see beautiful places...












He has a terrific smile...


To my best friend ever-- you have done so much to make me laugh, to see wonderful things in this world and to make me so happy I married you.

I love you.

Happy Valentines Day!!!!

Monday, February 11, 2008

A Trip to Remember










I am finally back from a wonderful week at Disneyworld, yes, a full week. It was my first time being there for that long and I must say, I still would go back tomorrow if I could! It was so much fun with the whole family, minus Brian. He couldn't go (sigh). We missed him and even my 3 year old nephew, Wade ,asked, "where's Brian?". I told him he had to stay home and he said, "on trip day?" We did miss him. It's just not the same when he's not there.

I drove my parents down and we left Friday morning and returned this past Friday evening. At the beginning of the week it felt like time moved slowly. But by the end it seemed to be flying by. After spending a week with everybody I feel a little like something is missing right now sitting here by myself. As Wade says, "I need my friends." I had to call him yesterday to get my Wade "fix". I heard him ask Ashlie if Jennifer was still at her caste. He called his hotel at Disney his castle. Isn't that cute? He probably thinks the rest of us are still there!

Speaking of Wade, this was his first trip to Disney and being 3 years old we were all unsure what he'd think of the fireworks and the characters. For a little 3 year old those Characters must look pretty big!! He was scared of them for most of the week and Clark and Ashlie made sure there was distance b/t him and the characters. But on the last day we went to Chef Mickey's for breakfast and, breakthrough! He saw Mickey and the brightest smile lit up his face and he dove over me to get to Mickey, and then Minnie, and then eventually Pluto too. He never did warm up to Goofy like he did the others. He checked him out a little and did get close but there wasn't the love like with the others. He tolerated Goofy's goofiness. So here's a picure of him hiding from Eeyore at the first of the week. And here he is on our last day with Minnie. He also was afraid of the fireworks too but we saw them one night at a distance so there was no sound and he loved them. And so the next time we did see them up close he was not as afraid of the sound and by the next night, he loved them and watched with such childlike enthusiasm. He even loved the haunted mansion. Come to think of it, I think he liked everything! It's so fun to go to Disney with the kids. You see it in a whole new way and notice different things. I love going with Brian too it's just a whole different kind of fun.

But we were tired. Very tired. But the exhaustion is just part of it. We did get to stay on the monorail and that was so exciting and cut our so much wait time since we didn't have to wait in line for a shuttle every day. Mom, dad and I stayed at the polynesian hotel. We found out when we got there they had upgraded us to a room on the bottom floor by the lagoon so we had a view of the castle!! SO COOL! And our back door opened up to a yard and beyond that a beach with a hammock and lawn chairs. That was a huge bonus.

We were on the dining plan which means you get a counter service meal and a dine in meal and a snack everyday as part of the plan. Every meal includes entree, drink and dessert. Needless to say we were full all the time!! I miss that good food I tell ya (But I don't miss the bloated feeling I got after every single meal!).

Here's a funny memory: We were walking the Jungle trek in Africa in the Animal Kingdom park and had stopped to rest. A couple was passing by and Wade just walked right out in front of the man and spread his arms and legs like he was not going to allow the man to pass. He would watch the man's feet and wherever he'd move Wade would move in front. The man was very good about it and thought it was funny. I thought it was hilarious! I was just surprised at how un-shy Wade was.


Another funny moment was at Chef Mickey's when Goofy sat in my brother's seat while he was up getting food and began emptying packet after packet of sweetener into Clark's coffee cup. Then he took all the "evidence" and put it onto the table of the family next to us, who also thought it was hysterical. I don't know how Goofy managed to get those tiny packets open with those paws of his. But he did and when he got up and left Jack turned to Jennifer and said "that was hilarious!" It was, and remarkably, Clark didn't even notice anything different about his coffee! We all waited to see what he'd do, and he didn't even notice. Funny.

Here are some more great pics that capture just a few of the many happy memories: